November 28, 2008

Time is UP, getting ready to walk out the door to leave

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
~Steve Jobs

Everyone knows how much I am into quotes,sayings, bible verses, I have books and books that I look up a saying or quote for my topic, if you have not noticed. :)I love this quote, it goes with a lot in my life right now, family, friends, this trip, it really hit home and so I post it on my blog with a clock. A clock that will represent the time I am gone from AZ until I return. :) Much love to you all that supported, lending a ear to listen and I had a blast filling and DHL them to Addis. I hope and KNOW we will be forever UNITED. See some of you in Africa SOON..


Today is the day, WE FLY...the day is here!

The road of life twists and turns and no two directions are ever the same.
Yet our lessons come from the journey, not the destination.
~Don Williams Jr
It's 4am and I am up and ready to roll. I am nervous a little. I hate having to leave Kenzie and Logan behind, but I Know they are in good hands. AND I get to bring "cupcake" home.Logan keeps asking when I go get his brother? Kenzie gets a sissy? I had to smile with a huge grin, I guess if that is what God wants, then it will happen. We did submit our dossier for another child, we will the the outcome, if so I am guessing summer next year. Maybe a boy closer to Logan's age?
I feel like I am forgetting something, but what? I guess anything I forget I can buy there.I just hope my luggage makes it, I don't forget my camera, and the ride is smooth.

I already have a doctor appointment for Aslynn for when she gets home, I want her looked over and make sure she is not sick before being around the other kids.

My mind is a blank, because I know I am forgetting something, I guess as long as I have paperwork,diapers,wipes, etc i am good. My cell wont work, so we are bringing Jon's since his is a world edition. The only bummer is internet, my wireless Verizon wont work, on the computer or phone. They say its because they don't have a "contract" with Ethiopia. So I can text and get phone calls but on Jon's #. Biggest bummer is that I was wanting to take pictures and send to kids or post them here while I was over there, but Jon's phone has no camera. Maybe I will try and hit a internet cafe.
THE DAY IS HERE, TODAY I am just overjoyed with the feelings rushing through me right now. All this hard work leads to this day, today. I wish we were getting our son too, I wish the paperwork would have pushed through by now, all is God's hands and timing. Maybe Spring? Who knows, I am ready, I am ready whenever I get the call :) I am dying to see a referral picture of our son. I requested up to the age of 2 hoping closer to 2 so Logan has a buddy to play with :) We will see what lies ahead.
I will try and post while I am there if not, you will hear from me when I get back.
Best Wishes to all the waiting mommies out there, the ones that have returned and given me so much advice, and all the girls on the boards. Without the support, my head would be rolling down the street. Now when I come back, I can start answering other questions and help out people through the process. It's a lot of work, I don't think people know it unless they have done it. Emotionally, I just want to get on that plane NOW, I don't know how I can do this again to get baby #2, maybe escort or make the trip with a friend so the kids are home with 1 of us.
We will see what is in store, on blabbing on... try and write from Addis Ababa or airports along the way.
SOON I will have miss Aslynn in my arms forever...

November 24, 2008

4 Days and counting..

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you;
he will never leave you nor forsake you.
Deuteronomy 31:6 Well its Monday, and that means that we leave Friday for Africa to get Aslynn. So many thoughts and emotions run through Jon and I. We are so excited and overwhelmed at the same time. We have been waiting for this moment for such a long time, and its finally here, hard to believe until I step onto the plane.

I think it will be hard to leave the kids too, but I know that it will be pretty quick as we will be on the plane for the most of the time. We leave AZ Friday, and get in Addis on Sunday at 1am. And then we leave Addis Wednesday morning and get home Thursday morning at 12am AZ time. Quick go there, turn around trip fly back, I did not want to leave home long and stay in Africa too long.

I am also interested to meet some of the ladies from the AA board that I have become close friends with, it will be nice to see you guys face to face and get pictures of the kiddos together, as they will be forever bonded.

Gosh, so many feeling right now, I cant even type them out, I guess to sum it all up, LIFE in general has just CHANGED this past month. My eyes have become open even more to my surroundings with friends, family, and what is most important. I know what to keep my eye on and keep my direction towards, what is under this roof is what matters the most, bringing Aslynn home and hopefully soon another to complete this family will be a joy in our eyes. God has given us so many blessings over the years to be thankful for, and we are very blessed and thankful for the gifts and the people that God has brought into our lives. We live and learn from our mistakes and our trials and errors, we take pride in our accomplishments and achievements, but we also must look into what really matters and that is what makes us smile, hold each other at night and just know that we are together as ONE and that is what matters the most!

I thank God nightly for giving me "another" day with Jon, the kids, and this world. I value each moment I have with them, and for the rest of my life as I continue to be the best Mom I possibly can be. I strive to be the best wife,mother,friend,and family member. This journey to Aslynn has been such a long bumpy road, looking back at all the paperwork, the tears, the emotions, the friends, the comments, the people I have met along the way, it has been such a marvelous and emotional roller coaster, only one that has walked in these shoes would know what I am speaking of. Blessings to all that adopt, all that are mothers, all that long to be mothers, that all care for others, may you find comfort in knowing that you make a difference daily in someones life.

November 23, 2008

New picture from the Agency

"She Loves to stick her tongue out, in all the pictures I am blessed to see, I see this tongue, it's too cute! I want to see it laugh and smile and grown up with us as a family." ~Leah

Just got a new picture from our agency of Aslynn, she has grown, and looks healthy. I cant wait to get on that LONG flight Friday, NOW I must pack and get life in order here, before I head there, ohhhh the day in the life of!

Baby Girl Pictures

A photograph is usually looked at - seldom looked into. ~Ansel Adams


A board friend Andrea had her husband take pictures of Aslynn for me while he was at the orphanage this past week. Thank you again for these pictures of Aslynn with the nanny, she looks so good and healthy since our first photo, we are on the countdown now! Blessings
(Makenzie has already nicknamed Aslynn "cupcake")

Schnepf Farm On a Saturday Afternoon

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A long drive out to Queen Creek, but the drive was worth the great time we had a Schnepf's Farm with Nina and the kids (Scott we missed you, workaholic). We enjoyed a train ride, feeding the deers, carousal, a tour around the farm, petting zoo, hay bike race, and the kids play area. PLUS I had to grab a few homemade cookies hee hee

Reign Down U.S.A

Our prayers should be for blessings in general, for God knows best
what is good for us.
~Socrates












Friday night my sister, Dad and I volunteered for Reign Down USA. Its a great organization.
http://www.reigndownusa.com and it was nice to pass out food for those in need, gift card to the grocery store, and have them leave with prayer. It's a wonderful feeling if you can touch just 1 person out of millions, who knows, maybe 1 prayer Friday night helped a lost heart or a ached soul? AND YES YES I MADE THE BLING SHIRTS FOR THE 3 OF US, I KNOW BE SHOCKED, IT WAS FUN,THERE WAS SAYINGS ON THE BACK TOO. THEY TURNED OUT GREAT, AND TO GET MY DAD TO WEAR "BLING" HEY...I AM GOOD!

Sushi and Baby Shopping

The moment a child is born,the mother is also born.She never existed before.The woman existed, but the mother, never.A mother is something absolutely new.~Rajneesh




Nina and I had to hit hobby lobby, swing by for a bite of sushi, and then onto the major project... BABY SHOPPING.
Reality has HIT and in 5 days I go pick up my sweet Aslynn. I had to make a run for babies r us and get a few things. I decided not to have a baby shower. 3rd child, near Christmas, so much is going on, I thought it would be easier just to let everyone enjoy the holidays, and I would grab Nina and get the baby stuff! And YES the 2 people that checked us out LOVED US taking pictures, and got a kick out of it. HA HA ONLY LEAH AND NINA!

November 18, 2008

2 days of Thanksgiving singing and eating with the kids at school

"Stand up, on this Thanksgiving Day, stand upon your feet. Believe in man. Soberly and with clear eyes, believe in your own time and place. There is not, and there never has been a better time, or a better place to live in"
-Phillips Brooks

Makenzie,Logan and my sister Trystan
Smile I have a Turkey on my Head

Yes,I can sing,smile and have a bow

Logan, Trystan and me

Smiling still

Best Friend Cousins

The Rock Star Logan taking the Mic over

HOT HOT

Cheeeeesssseee with mommy

Still Singing

Snuggly buns

Church of Joy had their annual Thanksgiving Feast and performance. Of course 1 day was for the preschooler and the next for the Kindergartner's, so I got 2 days, 2 meals, 2 SHOWS... HA HA It was cute, and Logan rocked the show with his mic and Makenzie with her dancing.
The weather was so nice for their little meal outdoors, and my sister and niece also joined us. It was fun and a pleasant afternoon at the school!

Christmas Balls?!

“A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.”
~
Walter Winchell quotes


Nina and I had to get a picture by the BIG Christmas Balls... People probably thought we were "out of towner's" but NOPE AZ-GALS just doing a little shopping and liked the decor!