Blah talk..morning chat!

One week,one day until I turn 30.I think I had high expectations for myself, goals that I set awhile ago and now that the time is so close, I can honestly say,I have not done them all. I haven't had the time or the patience, and I really wanted to knock my projects out so I feel like HEY I ACTUALLY set out to do something by a time frame and I did it. OK, NOPE not working like that. Oh well, my father said to set my goal to 35, giving me another 5 years, HA!
Today I am debating to drive to the 1 hair place that sells a brand I want to try for Aslynn's hair. It's a little drive, but I feel the kids and I need out of the house, and what better for, princess cutie buns black hair products. My AZ board was talking about it, called Miss Jessie's for the curls and tangles. I thought I would try it out since everyone is raving about it.
I keep getting up at 3:13am every morning for the last few months, its so strange, I am getting so sick of it because I cant fall back asleep. If I was not so tired, I would actually get stuff done, so I just sit and think. Not that great of a thing. HA. Today I was thinking about Job in the bible, the last few days he has been on my mind as my cousin mentioned him when I was talking about so much negative and bad happening in my life. I think we tend to blame God for things going on around us, and then you think of Job that lost his heard, health was bad, 10 children died, and he just wanted God to explain WHY. He felt like he was being punished, when in reality, bad things just happen to good people that have done nothing to deserve it. After Job numerously asks God and demands answers to all the wrong in his life and curses to the Lord, God does finally explain and Job then covers his mouth and takes back all the bad he had muttered.
God than blesses Job with 10 more children, double herds and flocks,and he lived 140 yrs long enough to see 4 generations. If that is not a great blessing than I don't know what is.
I would love to live a long life if I knew I was not suffering. Jon and I talk all the time that we have literally such a short time together and here on earth. We need to enjoy each other,the children and what we have as it will be gone, time goes by so fast, 11 yrs has passed already, I don't know where it went since I first laid eyes on Jon.
Ok my blah talk rant whatever for the morning, I use to chat so much on here, and than just pics, and now I just thought, hey I would share my 3:13am thought :)